Jurnal 10

Jaga kesehatan!
Jangan nyiksa diri sendiri!
Perbanyak ibadah!
Perbanyak do'a!
Jangan terfokus hanya pada ujian di dunia saja!
Siapkan juga untuk ujian di akhirat nanti!
Masih banyak ujian-ujian lainnya yang menanti!

HAMASAH!!

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Jurnal 09

Mereka berubah.
Berubah didepan mata saya sendiri.
Kecewa berat.
Bingung? Pasti..
Tidak tahu pasti kepada siapa saya harus berceloteh.
Disini? Tidak mungkin.
Bagi saya itu sebuah kejelekan yang bagi mereka mungkin bukan sebuah kejelekan.

Salahkah jika kita tidak menyukai, bukan berarti membenci, saudara kita sendiri, orang yang kita anggap sebagai keluarga, hanya karena sebuah prilaku yang menurut kita yaa buruk di depan mata kita?

Sudah.
Simpan semua ceritanya sendiri..
Diam.
.
.
.
don't know what to do..

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Jurnal 08 - Number One for Me

O8 ya? my favorite numb!
so?? just ignore it...
bukan ini topiknya

H+4 dari Hari Ibu

sebenernya bukan 22 Des aja sih. Everyday is Mother's day <3

Maafkan jika sebagai anak belum bisa memberikan yang terbaik. setiap harinya hanya bisa membuatmu merasa susah, menghela nafas, mengomel, mempertahankan rasa sabar, bahkan hingga menahan supaya air mata tidak jatuh. bukan air mata kebahagiaan...

Ingin rasanya mengatakan :
Umi, minta maaf..
Umi, aku sayang umi karena Allah..

Umi, apakah umi bahagia dengan kehadiran saya?

dan berbagai perkataan lainnya yang dapat meneteskan air matanya. air mata terharu. air mata kebahagiaan.

tapi entah kenapa, semuanya seperti ada yang menahannya di tenggorokan, belum sampai lisan..

hanya bisa mengucapkannya dalam hati..

hanya bisa mendo'akannya dari jauh dan berharap ia bisa mendengarnya...

Number One For Me 

by : Maher Zein

I was foolish little child
crazy things i used to do
and all the pain I put you through
mama now I'm here for you

For all the times I made you cry
the days I told you lies
now it's time for you to rise
for all the things you sacrificed

Oh, if I could turn back time rewind 
if I could make it undone
I swear that I would
I would make it up to you

Mum I'm all grown up now
it's a brand new day
I'd like to put a smile on your face every day

Mum I'm all grown up now
and it's not too late
I'd like to put a smile on your face every day

And now I finally understand
your famous line
about the day I'd face in time
'cause now I've got a child of mine

And even though I was so bad
I've learned so much from you
now I'm trying to do it too
love my kid the way you do


Oh, if I could turn back time rewind 
if I could make it undone
I swear that I would
I would make it up to you


Mum I'm all grown up now
it's a brand new day
I'd like to put a smile on your face every day

Mum I'm all grown up now
and it's not too late
I'd like to put a smile on your face every day

you know you are the number one for me
you know you are the number one for me
you know you are the number one for me
oh oh number one for me

There's no one in this world that can take your place
oh, I'm sorry for ever taking you for granted ooh
I will use every chance I get
to make you smile, whenever I'm around you
now I will try to love you like you love me
only god knows how much you mean to me


Oh, if I could turn back time rewind 
if I could make it undone
I swear that I would
I would make it up to you


Mum I'm all grown up now
it's a brand new day
I'd like to put a smile on your face every day

Mum I'm all grown up now
and it's not too late
I'd like to put a smile on your face every day


you know you are the number one for me
you know you are the number one for me
you know you are the number one for me
oh oh number one for me

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